My regrets...

I admit that sometimes I wonder how our relationship could have been if he wasn't abnormal! I always hated Ben but I think it's my mother fault! She always rejected him but not only him, I was rejected too. I felt abandonned by her, and loved by my grandmother, as if she were my real mother! I started to hate him the day when he broke my arm and I have never forgiven him. I should have ? I wonder every day.

Sonia.